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[Wednesday
November 21st, 2007 at 9:23pm] |
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i just want to apologize for ever having this stupid thing. id delete it if it wasnt serving as such a good source of entertainment/documentary of my life 3-4 years ago. if you happen to stumble upon this as i just did, enjoy it cuz apparenlty i had suchhHhh a dramatic/emo life. haha... yeah right.
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[Monday
November 7th, 2005 at 12:28am] |
Ten Favorites: Color-: Orange Food-: My blue berry bagles Band-: BRAND NEW!! Movie-: anchorman, napolean, 40 yr old virgin etc Sport-: hockey Day of the week-: saturdays Ice Cream Flavor-: Mint Chocolate Chip Time of the Day-: night time
9 Curent: Current Mood-: tired Taste-: choclate chip cookie Clothes-: pj pants, element hoodie Computer Background-: sexy and the city :D Finger/Toenail Color-: fingernails = nothing, toes = old baby blue from the summer Time-: 12:30 AM Crush-: guys can kiss my ass right now Thought-: blah.
8 Firsts: First Best Friend-: Jessica Wolf Love-: Topher Screen Name-: lcmaki Pet-: areil - hampster Crush-: drew decemeber - 1st grade Piercing-: Ears Word-: Mom Car-: Jeep liberty
7 Last: Drink-: Diet moutian dew code red Car Ride-: with hailey, cig break Text Message-: baker Movie Seen-: the weather man with dano Phone Call-: my mom Song Listened to-: trapt - still frame
6 Have you ever: Have you ever dated one of your best friends-: nope Broken the Law-: idk Been arrested-: nope Skinny dipped-: nope Been on TV-: yeah Kissed someone you didnt know-: yeahhh
5 Things: You're Wearing-: socks, my rings, my glasses, underwear, braclets You did last night-: drank vodka. took pics. ate mcdonald fries. watched sex and the city. hugged jermey goodbye. You can hear right now-: music. the keys clicking as i type.. that it. You cant live without-: music. friends. my family. money. boys. You do when you're bored-: smoke. eat. go online. watch tv. text people.
4 States you have been to: 1-: Wisconsin. 2-: Florida 3-: Califorina 4-: Montana
3 people you can tell anything to: 1-: Hailey 2-: ... 3-: ........
2 Choices: Black or White-: Wwhite Winter or Summer-: Summer.
1 Person You would Do Anything For: Hailey
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[Sunday
October 23rd, 2005 at 11:01pm] |
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i've realized a lot this past week.. finally let go of alot of baggage. feels good :D hhmm fresh starts are always nice!!
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[Sunday
October 2nd, 2005 at 12:45pm] |
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Rachel Yamagata |
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if i could take YOU away.. what would you say would you think i am real? cause EVERYBODYs got the way i should feel and everybodys talkin how i cant, cant, cant be your love but i want, want want to be your love.. for real
yeah but everything will be alright just stay the night..
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[Sunday
October 2nd, 2005 at 9:54am] |
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To the girl who will replace me; There are just a couple of things that I thought I should tell you. I learned these while I was the object of your guy's affection. First of all, don't be frightened if he smothers much more love on you than you had expected. Don't be surprised if he treats you much better than any other guy you have ever met. And let it not scare you that he will actually listen carefully to every word you say, even when you're just speaking quietly. Also, you should know that he remembers everything you will say. He's hurt easily, especially by the painful words a careless girl will say. If you do hurt him, then you'll have to pay the price of seeing the broken look in his passionate and deep blue eyes and watch the light in them fade. But if this happens, all is not lost- a kiss and an "I love you" can heal anything. And please, don’t say I love you to him unless you really mean it. Nothing hurts him more than someone who really doesn’t care. Sometimes he won't tell you what he is feeling but just know that he is protecting you and if you ever feel that something isn't right, just look into his beautiful blue eyes and you will be able to see into him. You can see everything he is feeling, everything he is thinking, everything that isn't right with him. He won't ever try to hurt you because he just isn't that way so please don't hurt him because if you do, I don't think I could ever forgive you. You should know that if you two ever get into a fight, just make sure you pick only the ones worth fighting for. He will always keep his temper and will never call you names despite the anger he may be feeling. Though he may act mature most of the time, once he's given you his heart, he will begin to open up to you and his silliness will make your heart smile in a way that words cannot explain. Don't hold a tight grip on him; let him go and be part of the world and experience new things. You will find that he is a busy guy and that he is so very independent. Sometimes he will need his space but don't worry; he'll always make time for you and even when you're not around, you'll be in his thoughts. You will find that he isn't like any other guy that you have met so please don't take him for granted. He is less tough than he may appear; you just have to take the time and let him bring down his guard. He is so sweet and so amazing and know that if you ever leave him, you will break his heart apart. Don't ever try to pull him away from his dreams. He is going to be an extremely successful anything and won't ever let you give up on your dreams either. He will encourage you to become everything you can be and will never, ever let you down. He likes it when you kiss his ear and nothing is better than hugging each other. Just watch how your hand will fit perfectly into his and when it does, it seems as if nothing in the world could hurt you because he is there. And when he puts his arms around you and tells you that you are the girl he loves, you will know there isn't any guy in the world better than him. Don't ever let him go. You will regret doing so for the rest of time. I PROMiSE you will.
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[Thursday
September 15th, 2005 at 2:18pm] |
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None - in french class |
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ah la la la la la la life is wonderful... ah la la la la la la life goes full circle... ah la la la la la la life is wonderful... ah la la la la... it is so........... JASoN MRaZ
This school year is gonna be sweeet.. i can already tell ;P
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[Friday
September 2nd, 2005 at 1:48pm] |
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Watching NipTuck :D |
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How many total songs? 1181
Sort by Song Title - first and last: 1, 2 step - ciara ziplock - lit
Sort by Time - first and last: love song - ben lee and i dreamt of you - underoath
Sort by Album - first and last: [only on tracks where the album is listed] 2 fast 2 furious soundtrack - chingy (gettin it) your favorite weapon - brand new
Sort by Artist-first and last: 10 cc young jeezy
First 10 Songs that Come Up on Random 01. 50 cent - patiently waiting 02. say anything - showdown in p-town 03. the used - take it away 04. allister - stuck 05. murphy lee - love me baby 06. motion city soundtrack - perfect teeth 07. less than jake - science of selling yourself short 08. something corporate - punk rock princess 09. penny wise - perfect people 10. bob segar - turn the page
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| YOU WALKED AWAY, shit YOU RAN AWAY.. |
[Monday
August 15th, 2005 at 11:47pm] |
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Supdude - You Said (Final Cut) |
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these things
they f a l l a p a r t
& i'm pushed back to
the start..
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| ALL i TRULY NEED iS YOU.. |
[Thursday
August 11th, 2005 at 1:55am] |
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Spill Canvas - Natalie Marie and 1cc |
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10 years ago: I was 9.. so probably sitting online like I am now haha
5 years ago: 14, and probably online.. talkin to sal, jessie, zakh, sabby..
1 year ago: 18.. probably chillen with hail, jon, jamie, byrce, chris etc
Yesterday: Talkin online to lampi, anthony, roberts, hail
5 snacks I enjoy: 1. Sugar Free Jello Puddin Cups 2. Green Apples 3. Strawberries 4. Random Cereal by the handfuls 5. Starbucks!
5 things I’d do with $100 million: 1. BMW Series 6, 645 i coupe, black w/ black leather 2. Backpack through europe 3. Visit sal and zakh (muh boys!!) 4. Buy a kick ass house 5. Take all my friends shopping
5 bands that I know the lyrics of most of their songs: - Brand New - The Used - Taking Back Sunday - Spill Canvas - Fall Out Boy
5 locations I’d like to run away to: - Pairs - LA - Anywhere on the east coast - Anywhere on the west coast - ?
5 bad habits I have: - biting my nails - jumping to conclusions - puttin things off - always saying "yes" - bein LAZY!
5 things I like doing: - listenin to music - sittin around with friends - movies - beach - rollerblading
5 things I would never wear: - a really short shirt/tanktop - capris - those weird hippe lookin tyedyed lose fittin shirts .. idk haha - pointy toed shoes - highcut jeans
5 TV shows I like: - Nip & Tuck - Laguna Beach - Dr. 90210 - Buffy The Vampire Slayer - Made
5 movies I like: - Anchorman - Napolean Dynamite - Uptown Girls - Wedding Crashers - Hitch
so i'm bored.. ( another survey )
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[Thursday
August 11th, 2005 at 12:29am] |
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i like these lyrics..
"i guess there's just a part of me that likes to bring you down, just to keep you around. cuz the day that you realize how amazing you are, you're gonna leave me"
kinda the story of my life.. lol
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| CODiNE = LOVE! |
[Saturday
August 6th, 2005 at 3:55pm] |
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i'm a lil sore.. my meds are saving me right now. <3 codeine
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| iTS OVER!! |
[Friday
August 5th, 2005 at 10:59pm] |
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well i got my teeth pulled today. it wasnt as bad as i thought.. i took some valium before i went in so i was relaxed. it def worked. i slept for the whole ride to the plac (it was like 2hour away).. woke up with a huge drool spot on my hoodie haha.. so yah i was OUT. then we got there, i was a lil nervous.. couple tears right before the IV.. i jus hate needles in general. neways, IV didnt hurt and thats the last i remember. woke up, slept the whole way home.. rented a movie, got some ice cream. hailey came over, and now we're sittin here watchin tv and eatin ice cream haha. i wish i could go out cuz im not tired but my mouth is still pourin out blood. gah. i keep having to change my gauze.. or i could swallow it like lampi suggested haha.. not. neways.. its cool.. i got my bestest friend keeping me company tonight. and plus, danny n brett stopped by to make sure i was feelin good <3 those guys. k i'm off.. time to take more codine.
peace.
BUT TEXT/CALL ME ANYONE THATS OUT.. cuz it'll make me smile :D
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| i AM SOUR AND MORE SOUR EVERYTiME OUR LiPS MEET.. |
[Sunday
July 31st, 2005 at 11:04pm] |
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Cauterize - Closer |
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Well this past week and 1/2 has been so busy.. but so fun. Last weekend Greta and I went down to deetroiitt to visit jeremy.. and go to a concert. The concert was AWESOME! I love waking ashland! And then we brought jeremy up for the week.. which was sweet :D I love that kid <3<3.. but he is "so gay it makes my butt hurt" or whatever the hell he is always saying. Then I drove him home.. which was fun. Listening to music, smoking cigs on all the passing lane areas.. visitng some hick town cuz I'm about to pee my pants! Then he took me to Royal Oak for dinner.. ended up at the classiest place.. Leo's aka coney island.. haha. But it was good.. minus it made us both sick! Then we rented man on fire.. but I fell asleep even before the movie started. Oopps. I woke up.. raced home so my Dad wouldn't know I left. Then I left early sat for macinaw island.. I saw dano. I didnt realize how much I miss that kid until I saw him. He took me around the Island.. showed me the stuff.. met his friends.. it was fun! :D Then went to sault saint marie for the night.. that was a lil boring but woke up and shopped in canada.. got some sweet shit! Like these new cool sunglasses, a sweet ass watch, a new bathing suit (HECK YES) and other random stuff.. but now I gotta go.. movie time. PEACE.
p.s. "would i be out of line if i said, "i miss you"?" ... cuz i do.. :(
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[Thursday
July 21st, 2005 at 10:27am] |
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she's been holding out for an angel to come along no reply from the sky but she just keeps looking up she just keeps looking up now..
she wants to fall in love again don't you know that he, he's satisfied to own her
she'll never know love's true potential lost in the open wind never feeling they would fall apart she let her feelings grow to tears SHE'LL NEvER show now
she wants to fall in love again don't you know that he's satisfied to own her
you know he couldn't see that she could be his everything bringing light to everything now oh, she just wants to FALL iN LOVE again she's broken like an angel
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[Thursday
July 21st, 2005 at 1:31am] |
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Today started off boring as hell and ended up fun. I went to work and did nothing.. as usual. Left early with greta and went for a walk. Made dinner at her house.. weight watcher meals holla. After that I went to see Bewitched with my old babysitter Teri. I thought the movie was really cute, but then again I love the tv show. Then I went and talked with hail, chilled out for a while. Took a stop by Baker/Tyler's house for a cig. When I got back to my car, I saw I had missed calls from Anthony. He tells me hes walking in a field, so I'm walking around looking for him as he's talkin to me in this creeped out voice. Then he tells me he's at home, so I walk to my car, him and Greta jump up and scare the shit out of me. We chilled out for a while, Greta sat on a catapiller, Anthony got posion ivy.. fun stuff. O, but then I got it rubbed all ova my car.. gross. But now I'm out. NIGHT.
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| iM COMiN OVER BUT iT NEVER WAS ENOUGH |
[Tuesday
July 19th, 2005 at 11:42pm] |
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Chill day today.. started off with a dentist appointment @ 8 am. UGH!! Then I couldnt even eat my 3rd street because I could hardly chew.. and I felt like I had cream cheese all ova my face. Worked for a while.. that shit got old.. went and saw Charlie and the Chocolate Factory w/ greta, her lil bro and nick. It was good. After that, had tacos with hailey.. then chilled out.. showered. And now sleep.
Oh.. two qoutes from Tyler from tonight.. he was bein hailarous..
"and then.. I woke up.. because someone.. ate.. A CHIP!" "yah lynn likes to come over and nibble on our sausages..er"
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